| Epilogue: Tiffany Kilbourne |
[Oct. 11th, 2005|06:41 pm] |
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Epilogue: Tiffany Marie Kilbourne
Tiffany and Mike dated on and off for the rest of the year, but eventually grew apart. After graduating (just barely) from SHS, Tiffany went on to attend Stoneybrook Community College, but dropped out after a year. She continued living at home with her family, despite their protests, and got a job working the cash register at the flower shop downtown Stoneybrook. It didn’t pay much, but Tiffany got to work with the one thing she truly cared about, flowers, and occasionally was allowed to help arranged bouquets for weddings, something she loved to do.
Meanwhile, Tiffany got a reputation around town as a bit of a skank, sleeping with pretty much any guy who was up for it. She didn’t have any serious relationships, but she didn’t see this as much of a problem at first. She enjoyed partying and drinking as well, but eventually after a few more pregnancy scares and an STD scare, Tiff decided that she needed to get help. She joined the Stamford chapter of “Sexaholics Anonymous”, where she was reunited with her first live, Jordan Pike.
Tiffany and Jordan began “hanging out” again, which led to dating, love and eventually a Proposal
Tiffany and Jordan were married, and the two bought a small home in Stoneybrook with the help of their parents. Tiffany continued to work at the flower shop and was promoted to assistant florist, while Jordan worked as an “organist” for the ballpark. Despite their wild and carefree sex life, it wasn’t until a few years later that Tiffany got pregnant and give birth to twins, Jeremy and Tracie.
When the twins were a few years old, the owner of the flower shop where Tiffany worked passed away, and Tiffany took out a loan from her father, allowing her to buy the flower shop. Despite her poor academic background, Tiffany turned out to be a very good businesswoman, and the flower shop is a success to this day. Although Tiffany and her sisters never became they best of friends, they did stop fighting enough to be civil at family functions. Tiffany’s parents eventually divorced shortly after Tiffany’s high school graduation, although Tiffany still remained in close contact with both of them, especially her father who Tiffany felt understood her more than the rest of her family. Most importantly, Tiffany retained her sarcastic, cynical and sometimes downright nasty sense of humor, keeping her family amused, and occasionally annoyed, to this day.
Tiffany at 18
Jeremy and Tracie
Tiffany at 35 |
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| Holy fuck what a weekend. |
[Sep. 24th, 2005|10:05 pm] |
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So, Friday afternoon I went to see this psychiatrist that my counselor at SHS recommened... Dr. San. He was kinda freaky, but he was nice, I guess. I went into his office alot, mom sat in the waiting area and he asked me a whole shitload of questions... why am I here, how do I feel most of the time, how often would i say i feel depressed, how much do i sleep, how much do i eat, have i ever cut myself, have i ever though about suicide. I told him, "Of course I've though about it... who hasn't. But I've never planned to do it." That answered seem to satisfy him okay. I wonder what would've happened if I had said "Yes, I think about it all day long. I'm just biding my time." But I didn't bother, then I probably would've ended up hospitalized. So after all this talking, he called mom into his office and talked with HER alone for a few minutes, then called me back in as well. He asked if I was on any other medications and stuff like that, and finally we decided that he would try me on a medication called Celexa. It's an SSRI, and he gave me a prescription and a pamphlet about Celexa and its side effects and scheduled me to come back in three weeks and see how I'm doing. He also gave me a referral for therapist in Stoneybrook, someone named Dr. Reese. So mom's going to call her and set up another appointment. So far, I don't really feel any different on the medication, but he said it could take up to a few weeks to start really working.
Then Friday night, Mike came over. I had a feeling something was going to happen... but I didn't expect it like this. He took me to a really fancy hotel in Stamford (paid for by his rich dad no doubt) and we... well, you know, had sex. It was good... okay it was great... I haven't had sex since the last time with Jordan, and with someone new, it was amazing. I came, Mike came, it was great. And we were totally careful, considering the last scare I had. ;) But afterward... well after I woke up naked in that big comfy hotel bed... I felt weird. Not guilty, but... bad. Ashamed, maybe? I don't know. I'm trying to push that out of my head, because I HAD GREAT SEX WITH MIKE!!!! And I stole his virginity... ;) That makes TWO guys for me! Score! |
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| Wow. |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|11:28 pm] |
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What is happening in my life lately? Things are freakishly... working out better. First off, I got an unexpected email from Adam Pike a few days ago. Apparently, Danielle told him about my visiting her and he seemed to think that was cool. So he wanted to make peace. Although he said something I didn't understand about a hatchet, but that's okay. I'm glad to know he doesn't hate me anymore. That's two Pikes who don't hate me now- him and Byron. If only I could work things out with Jordan. Also, since I have enough science credits already, I was able to drop "Fizzix". Instead I'm taking "Intro to Psychology" as an elective. Its really interesting. Anyway, we were reading and discussing depression, and after talking about it in class, I, get this, felt compelled to read the chapter. So I did. And holy fuck- its like i was reading about myself. So I talked to my teacher, who told me to talk to the school social worker who called mom. She was kind of a pain in the ass at first, but I now have an appointment to see a psychiatrist on Friday afternoon and hopefully get me and antidepressant and also a referral for therapy. It sounds kinda shitty, but I really want to feel better. I hate feeling like shit day in and day out. Well, that's it for now. I want to call Mike. I need some got hot fun. ;)
Tiff |
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| Life sucks and I suck. |
[Jul. 30th, 2005|09:05 pm] |
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I'm pretty much a pointless human being. Guys only like me because they think I'm hot and fuckable. They never think "She's pretty" or fall in love with me. They just fall in lust. My whole family hates me. I have no goals for the future, I'll probably end up working at Hooters. Whats the point. The world wouldnt miss me at all. Especially not Jordan, the one person who used to matter so much to me and made it all worth while. |
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| Private |
[Jul. 21st, 2005|10:22 pm] |
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People are so fucking stupid. Stupid Jordan posting on the board looking for a fuck... stupid Sunny girl from California thinking her life is sooo sad because of her stupid mother. Please. All these people act like their lives are omgsotragic, yet they seem to be full of pep and cheeriness. They think I have it so great, but look at me. Do I go out with friends? No. Do I get good grades? No. Do I get along with any member of my family who isn't my dog? No. Do I feel like getting out of bed in the morning? No. Do I think about how sometimes I just wish I were dead? Yes. No one likes me anyway, I don't even like me, I'm not useful to society in any way and I don't enjoy living, so why bother? Good question. Im still debating that one. |
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| Bah |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|05:48 pm] |
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I just got up. Well, I was up around 11 for breakfast and to pee, but now I'm up for real. What should I do. Its almost 7. Maybe I'll go sit in the pool for a bit. Or not. We'll see. |
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| Hehe |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|10:56 pm] |
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Kiss my ass, I ain't lj-cutting it.
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| OMG.... |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|01:20 am] |
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Wow. Last night was... crazy. I never expected what happened to have happened... but it did. Yeah, I thought Mike was kinda hot from the first time he posted on the boards, and he was really funny, but that was it. But when we went to the movie I just thought we were gonna hang out... and we ended up making out!!! And you know what, it was great. I don't even feel guilty hardly about Jordan. We don't talk a whole lot lately even. Its weird. Mike is such a hottie though- and wow is he a good kisser. I could honestly see myself having a fling with him. I don't want committment or mushy romance- just raw animal magnetism. Mmmhmm. Maybe he wants to come over and hang in our hot tub... :) |
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| Blech |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|11:34 pm] |
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School ended for break on Friday and this morning I started feeling awful. My nose is stuffed, I have sore throat and a headache and now I have the chills. I don't feel like eating much either, so I've been drinking kool-aid and water all day. This sucks. I'm gonna sleep all day tomorrow too, cuz I'm tired as hell. Happy holidays to me. |
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| Survey |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|09:42 am] |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Tiffany
2. Tiff
3. Tiffy (only if you're Jordan)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. tiffanykilbourne
2. sexytiff
3. stoneybrooktiff
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My beautiful hair
2. My great figure
3. My charming personality
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I can be a bitch
2. I don't get along with my family
3. What happened last summer
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Swedish
2. Norweigen
3. British
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Pregnancy
2. School- especially tests
3. Snakes
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Mascara
2. A bottle of Coke
3. Sleep
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Jeans
2. Black shirt
3. Black shoes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS:
1. Maroon5
2. Evanescence
3. Matchbox 20
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)- Mariah Carey
2. Reach Up for the Sunrise- DuranDuran
3. She Will be Loved- Maroon 5
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Getting decent grades
2. Getting along with my family
3. New things with Jordan ;)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (BESIDES LOVE):
1. Sense of humor
2. Fun
3. Good sex
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: In no particular order...
1. I'm getting an A in Biology
2. I'm a virgin
3. I've never gotten a speeding ticket
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Ass
2. Lips
3. Arms
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Pay attention in class
2. Be nice to Shannon
3. Forget what happened last summer
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Making out with Jordan
2. Sleeping
3. Gardening
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Have sex
2. Sleep
3. Be done with school
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Floral designer
2. Exotic Dancer
3. Prostitute
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. The Carribbean (again)
2. France
3. Sweden
THREE KIDS' NAMES:
1. Cooper James
2. Brianna Marie
3. Don't care...
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have more sex
2. Visit Europe
3. Become INDEPENDENTLY wealthy
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Kerry
2. Jordan
3. Byron (hehehe) |
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| Tiffany's Christmas List |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|10:57 am] |
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This is what I want for Christmas. I think I'll forward it on to my parents and my sisters. They have no clue what to get me otherwise.
1) Gift certificates to Steven E for new clothes. Mostly sweaters and jeans.
2) Gift card to MAC so that I replensh some of my makeup that's running out.
3) Jewelery, preferably something containing diamonds.
4) A NEW car, not a used 2000 or 2001 anything. I already HAVE that.
5) Jordan, naked, in my bed on Christmas morning. |
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| Sex |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|02:01 pm] |
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| Um |
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|11:17 pm] |
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Yeah. I highlighted my hair tonight. In pink. It look cool. :)
Tiffany |
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| Trick or Treat |
[Sep. 28th, 2004|09:06 pm] |
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| My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul |
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| Tiffany_K goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as A Prostitute. | | _kerries_ gives you 12 light yellow grapefruit-flavoured pieces of taffy. | | adam_pike gives you 16 teal coffee-flavoured nuggets. | | ben_hobart tricks you! You lose 13 pieces of candy! | | bsc_mallory tricks you! You get a toothbrush. | | byron_pike tricks you! You lose 3 pieces of candy! | | dancing_jessi gives you 9 light blue cola-flavoured gummy bats. | | jay_mcnally gives you 12 light blue blueberry-flavoured pieces of taffy. | | jeff_schafer gives you 14 orange passionfruit-flavoured gummies. | | miss_sheila_mcg tricks you! You get a used tissue. | | nyc_laine gives you 12 dark green grape-flavoured pieces of chewing gum. | | Tiffany_K ends up with 59 pieces of candy, a toothbrush, and a used tissue. | | Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. |
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| Heh. |
[Sep. 19th, 2004|08:32 pm] |
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I've come to the conclusion that school blows no matter where you go. |
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| I'd like to bang my big brother. |
[Sep. 4th, 2004|11:01 pm] |
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Let me clarify, I'd like to bang my SHS "big brother", Jay McNally. He is pretty hot, and that shy/reserved thing only makes me want him more. Nothing like Jordan, who was all cocky about his looks. Jay doesn't even realize he's hot. Anyway, other than that SHS is okay. School is school...it sucks either way. :) But at least I can look at Jay in class. :D
Tiff
PS: It is kind of weird with Shannon around... I don't know if I MISS her persay, but things definitely aren't the same around here. |
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| WOOT!!!!!!!! |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|12:21 am] |
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I'm going to SHS!!!!!
Yes, my parents finally caved and let me become a "public schooler"! I think that my crappy grades, the call from Dr. Patek and my "scare" all combined to let them realize that I'm hopeless. Anyway, who cares because I got what I wanted! Next year I'll be at SHS with Kerry and all the cool kids. ;) Whoo! My harassing them relentless has paid off! This is probably the first thing they've agreed on together in months too... double whoo!
The only bad part is... Jordan will be there. :/ |
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